Herkese merhaba ben dul bir kad\u0131n\u0131m e\u015fimden ayr\u0131lal\u0131 15 sene oluyor,o g\u00fcnden sonra bir daha evlilik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedim bekarl\u0131k sultanl\u0131k dediler bede sultanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m k\u0131sa s\u00fcreli ili\u015fkilerim oldu hep,\u015fimdi size ba\u015f\u0131mdan ge\u00e7en bir olay\u0131 anlataca\u011f\u0131m,bankada m\u00fcd\u00fcr yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00f6nemlerde,bankaya gelen gen\u00e7 bir adam\u0131n sorun \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcksek sesle bankac\u0131y\u0131 azarlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 fark edince odadan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m ve olaya hakim olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m,gen\u00e7 adam\u0131 odama ald\u0131m ve problemi \u00f6\u011frenmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcretmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k,hesaplar\u0131 bilinmeyen sebepten \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc bloke olmu\u015f ve \u00f6\u011frenci oldu\u011fu\u00a0i\u00e7in hi\u00e7 paras\u0131n\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi,g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek ben sana yard\u0131mc\u0131 olurum dedim,iki g\u00fcn sonra gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n hesaplar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 telefonla kendim aray\u0131p bilgi vermek istedim,o g\u00fcn \u00f6\u011flenden sonra \u00e7i\u00e7ek ve ya\u015f pasta ile \u015fubeye geldi,zaten hesab\u0131nda 500 tl si vard\u0131,belli ki 100 liras\u0131n\u0131 da onlara ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f,ben bu gen\u00e7 adam\u0131 \u00e7ok sevdim,bir hafta sonu ona kahve \u0131smarlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledim oda \u00e7ok memnun oldu,ismi Hamit ti 178 boylar\u0131n da esmer hafif kilolu 22 ya\u015f\u0131nda birisi,benim ismimde Duygu bu arada,cuma g\u00fcn\u00fc gen\u00e7 adam\u0131 arayarak ak\u015fam \u00fczeri nerede bulu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sordum,ikimizin ortak bildi\u011fi bir yere gittik,yer ismi vermiyim sonra admin banlar.Yan yana geldik ve yanaktan \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck,birer kahve ve tatl\u0131 s\u00f6yledik sufleyi \u00e7ok seviyordum,ailesi ve kendisini anlatt\u0131 yurtta kal\u0131yormu\u015f dersleri \u00e7ok iyi de\u011filmi\u015f,ak\u015fama kadar kar\u0131 k\u0131z pe\u015finde ko\u015ftu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi birazc\u0131k g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m,bende kendimi ona anlatt\u0131m bekar\u0131m dedim,2 sene evlili\u011fim oldu ve \u00e7ocu\u011fum yok dedim,saat 12 ye gelmi\u015fti birlikte kalkt\u0131k oradan benim araca ge\u00e7tik,\u00e7ok ho\u015f ve \u00f6z g\u00fcveni y\u00fcksek birisiydi,g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc olarak \u00e7ok ilgi \u00e7ekici oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyemem ama samimi ve sempatik tav\u0131rlar\u0131 ilgi \u00e7ekici oldu benim i\u00e7in,kalaca\u011f\u0131 yurdun \u00f6n\u00fcne kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istedim onu,yurdun kap\u0131s\u0131nda tekrardan yanaktan \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck ve yurda girmesini bekledim ger\u00e7ekten orada m\u0131 kal\u0131yor bilmiyordum,kap\u0131dan geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc fark ettim,arabadan inerek ne oldu dedim ,saat ge\u00e7 oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in belli bir saatten sonra yurda alm\u0131yorlarm\u0131\u015f,g\u00fcvenlikle konu\u015ftum ama faydas\u0131 olmad\u0131 \u015fimdi ne yapacaks\u0131n dedim,bilmiyorum deyince,bende onu mecburen eve getirmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm,ba\u015fka kalacak yeri yoktu.tekrardan araca bindik ve benim eve ge\u00e7tim,biraz \u00e7ekinerek eve girdi,salonda ona yatak haz\u0131rlad\u0131m,\u00fcst ba\u015f i\u00e7in odaya gitti\u011fimde ona verece\u011fim tek k\u0131yafet \u015fortum du ama onuda denedi olmam\u0131\u015f,boxer ile salonda\u00a0koltu\u011fa uzand\u0131,bende odama ge\u00e7tim yatmaya yar\u0131n hafta sonu oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in i\u015f yoktu ama saat 8 gibi ben yine uyand\u0131m lavaboya giderken,salonda Hamite bakt\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00fcst\u00fcnde hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey yoktu,sade alt\u0131nda boxer vard\u0131 onunda lasti\u011fi gev\u015femi\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru inmi\u015fti sikinin k\u0131llar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu,boxser\u0131n kenar\u0131ndan da sikinin kafas\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.Ben banyoya ge\u00e7tim Hamit daha uyanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131,banyoda du\u015f ald\u0131m ve i\u00e7er de ki gen\u00e7 adam\u0131 hayal ederek mast\u00fcrbasyon yapmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m,fiskiyeyi kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma do\u011fru tuttum s\u0131cak su beni iyice ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu,kendimi parmaklamak yerine i\u00e7eride ki gen\u00e7 adama kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yalatmak daha \u00e7ekici geliyordu,bornozumu giydim \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc kapatmadan banyodan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m salona Hamitin yan\u0131na gittim ve onu kald\u0131rmak i\u00e7in g\u00f6be\u011fi ok\u015fuyor,boxserin kenar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f sikine dokunuyordum,birden uyand\u0131 ve ne oldu\u011funu anlamad\u0131,beni o \u015fekilde g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131,sikini a\u011fz\u0131ma al\u0131p yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m g\u00fczel tatl\u0131 yara\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131,kafas\u0131n\u0131 emiyordum elimle s\u0131vazl\u0131yordum,ta\u015faklar\u0131 biraz terlemi\u015f kokusu burnuma geliyordu ama daha \u00e7ok ho\u015fuma gidiyordu,boxseri tamamen aya\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m,bornozu da \u00fczerimde att\u0131m yan tarafa uzanarak Hamiti yan\u0131ma \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m kafas\u0131ndan tutarak bacaklar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm,amc\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst k\u0131sm\u0131 hafif k\u0131ll\u0131 idi hep \u00f6yle b\u0131rak\u0131r\u0131m,kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel yal\u0131yordu,g\u00f6t deli\u011fimi yalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131,parmaklar\u0131 ile\u00a0amc\u0131\u011f\u0131mla oynuyor sokup \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131yor iyice beni \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rt\u0131yordu,sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutarak kendime do\u011fru \u00e7ektim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131na yast\u0131k koyup yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 elime kavrad\u0131m ve amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ma do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm,kafas\u0131n\u0131 kendi ellerimle yerle\u015ftirdim,kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczerinde art\u0131k beni\u00a0sikmek\u00a0isteyen yarak vard\u0131,kal\u00e7alar\u0131ndan tuttum ve kendime do\u011fru \u00e7ektim,o kadar sulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m tek hamlede oturdu i\u00e7eri,ufak ufak gidip geliyordu,di\u011fer taraf dan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs u\u00e7lar\u0131ma dil darbeleri at\u0131yordu,k\u0131ll\u0131 kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 iki elim ile \u00f6yle kavram\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki i\u00e7imden hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyordum,koltuktan kalk\u0131p banyoya ge\u00e7tik,banyonun kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131ndan bana tutturdu ve domalm\u0131\u015f vaziyetten tekrardan kad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma sokmaya ba\u015flad\u0131,bu sefer sa\u011flam vuruyordu,her gidip geldi\u011finde surat\u0131m kap\u0131ya \u00e7arp\u0131yordu,hayvans\u0131n sen Hamitttt diyerek ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordum,hayat\u0131mda hi\u00e7 senin kadar azg\u0131n kad\u0131n sikmedim duygucu\u011fum diyordu,bundan sonra ne zaman sikim kalksa solu\u011fu senin evinde alaca\u011f\u0131m dedim,sen benim tek kad\u0131n\u0131ms\u0131n diyerek bo\u015falmaya ba\u015flad\u0131,yara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 amc\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan \u00e7ekti ve belime do\u011fru b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00f6llerini ak\u0131tt\u0131,gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n performans\u0131 s\u00fcperdi,o hafta sonunu benim evde ge\u00e7irdik art\u0131k ne zaman can\u0131m siki\u015fmek istese Hamiti yurttan almaya gidiyorum yada okuldan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131 yan\u0131ma geliyor,arada s\u0131rada har\u00e7l\u0131k vermeyi de ihmal etmiyorum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Herkese merhaba ben dul bir kad\u0131n\u0131m e\u015fimden ayr\u0131lal\u0131 15 sene oluyor,o g\u00fcnden sonra bir daha evlilik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedim bekarl\u0131k sultanl\u0131k dediler …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-696","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-baldiz-hikayeleri"],"yoast_head":"\n